Tuesday, September 13, 2005
This is what scares me
This is what scares me.
I have been sitting here trying to poke my finger since this afternoon and I just can’t. Whenever I go to push the button I freeze up, get all faint and feel like I’m going to throw up. I just can’t inflict damage on my self no matter how small the prick.
What scares me is that I was put on medication once for months. This medication made me (and I actually did) cut myself just like a depressed teenager.
That is how badly that medication messed me up. And people wonder what is wrong with the youth today. Take a look at what they are putting in their systems.
I have been sitting here trying to poke my finger since this afternoon and I just can’t. Whenever I go to push the button I freeze up, get all faint and feel like I’m going to throw up. I just can’t inflict damage on my self no matter how small the prick.
What scares me is that I was put on medication once for months. This medication made me (and I actually did) cut myself just like a depressed teenager.
That is how badly that medication messed me up. And people wonder what is wrong with the youth today. Take a look at what they are putting in their systems.
