Tuesday, September 13, 2005
I managed to do it, then I puked
Well I managed to finally poke my finger. I then promptly threw up and wasn’t able to get the blood sample. I guess it’s a step in the right direction.
I’m not sure if I fee better or worse about the situation now.
I haven’t tired it again since I hurled. I’ll probably try later tonight.
I was told try for 10 min, and if I can’t do it go back to it in a little while when I’ve calmed down.
This whole situation just makes me feel like such a wimp, and loser.
I did come to realize though that this does show how strong my self preservation instincts are and that should count for something.
I’m not sure if I fee better or worse about the situation now.
I haven’t tired it again since I hurled. I’ll probably try later tonight.
I was told try for 10 min, and if I can’t do it go back to it in a little while when I’ve calmed down.
This whole situation just makes me feel like such a wimp, and loser.
I did come to realize though that this does show how strong my self preservation instincts are and that should count for something.
