Friday, May 13, 2005
Good morning world
Since blogger is down for some scheduled maintenance I have decided my audio post is going to be a traditional post.
*EDIT* SHIT I LOST THE FIST ½ OF MY ENTRY IN A COMPUTER ERROR. SO THIS IS ACTUALY ONLY PART OF WHAT I WROTE.
Then she tells me she is trying, what I keep asking I find out that she hasn't tried it at all she just using it as an excuse.
I've told her the story of "I'm trying" or "I'm sorry". Instead of using those two phrases she should figure what she's done wrong and work on improving it.
I also told her that "I'm trying" is what a loser says. Losers try, winners do.
I know that makes me sound like asshole, but I am doing this out of nothing but love and a desire to help her.
I hate when maker cry, upset, but more stress on her than she needs. I also hate that in the past I have done things for her when I probably shouldn't have because that only reinforced your negative habits.
I really do love her! I guess which I didn't lose my temper so easily with her.
I've never heard her physically [on purpose], or called her any bad names, or put her down in any way.
I know that she is bright, intelligent, smart, brilliant and I wish he would learn that about herself two.
What upsets me even more, is this upsets me as well. I beat up myself, putting myself down because I can't help my girlfriend in a positive and productive manner.
She's even admitted to me that she doesn't know how to be a person. She was babysat by the TV is a child, she was never taught any life skills, or how to do things for self by her parents. Now age 23 she has to learn them all which makes it much more difficult. That doesn't mean that can't be done.
I really surprised and happy with NaturallySpeaking!! I've used it to dictate this entire her entry so far with very few misrecognized words.
So until I got little flustered today I was going to write The Story of Eep. At least probably the first couple of pages of it. However I seem to have lost my writing mood for the moment.
I wish to get to my books so I could read and do some reviews of them. I'm actually using that web site (insert link here) as excuse to read books. Only so they can write the review! I may just get a library card yet.
One of things they do need to do is put my audioblogger phone number on speed dial for all of my phones in the house. Wow does that sentence even make sense? That way when I wake up in the morning I can call in and post an entry without even getting out of bed.
*EDIT* SHIT I LOST THE FIST ½ OF MY ENTRY IN A COMPUTER ERROR. SO THIS IS ACTUALY ONLY PART OF WHAT I WROTE.
Then she tells me she is trying, what I keep asking I find out that she hasn't tried it at all she just using it as an excuse.
I've told her the story of "I'm trying" or "I'm sorry". Instead of using those two phrases she should figure what she's done wrong and work on improving it.
I also told her that "I'm trying" is what a loser says. Losers try, winners do.
I know that makes me sound like asshole, but I am doing this out of nothing but love and a desire to help her.
I hate when maker cry, upset, but more stress on her than she needs. I also hate that in the past I have done things for her when I probably shouldn't have because that only reinforced your negative habits.
I really do love her! I guess which I didn't lose my temper so easily with her.
I've never heard her physically [on purpose], or called her any bad names, or put her down in any way.
I know that she is bright, intelligent, smart, brilliant and I wish he would learn that about herself two.
What upsets me even more, is this upsets me as well. I beat up myself, putting myself down because I can't help my girlfriend in a positive and productive manner.
She's even admitted to me that she doesn't know how to be a person. She was babysat by the TV is a child, she was never taught any life skills, or how to do things for self by her parents. Now age 23 she has to learn them all which makes it much more difficult. That doesn't mean that can't be done.
I really surprised and happy with NaturallySpeaking!! I've used it to dictate this entire her entry so far with very few misrecognized words.
So until I got little flustered today I was going to write The Story of Eep. At least probably the first couple of pages of it. However I seem to have lost my writing mood for the moment.
I wish to get to my books so I could read and do some reviews of them. I'm actually using that web site (insert link here) as excuse to read books. Only so they can write the review! I may just get a library card yet.
One of things they do need to do is put my audioblogger phone number on speed dial for all of my phones in the house. Wow does that sentence even make sense? That way when I wake up in the morning I can call in and post an entry without even getting out of bed.
